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Rudi ten Have and John Eade (Noddy)
6 March 1955 - 7 October 1991 and 15 May 1950 - 22 July 1991
For more detail, a high-resolution version of this image (about 5 times wider than shown above) is available for download here. Broadband is recommended - file is big (9.89 Mb).
This panel forms part of Block 8 of the New Zealand AIDS Memorial Quilt.
A duplicate of Rudi's panel is on Blok 10 of the Dutch Quilt (in Dutch).
From the stories folder that accompanies The Quilt to displays
Gerald Waters, Gilbert Smith and friends made these joint panels to celebrate Rudi and Johnís life together, with aspects of their personal lives included.
Making this joint panel was not easy. It was a very emotional experience, which took five months to complete. We were so proud when we finished, because neither of us had sewn anything more than buttons onto shirts before this. The Quilt helped us move through the grieving process. It was made with love and gave us the chance to show others the positive and wonderful people who were John and Rudi.
John was born in Wellington, the only child of English parents.
During his late teenage years John drove a purple Mini around the Wellington area which became very well known at certain haunts in his home town. This explains why we sewed the purple Mini onto his panel as a memorial to his home town and the passion he had for driving fast cars for the rest of his life.
John loved to travel. He lived in England and explored Europe extensively in the 1970ís, visited America several times, as well as living in a number of New Zealand cities throughout his adult life. He was happiest when he was preparing for yet another adventure. The aircraft flying through the clouds expresses his love of flying and exploring the world.
The record shows his love for music, which varied from classical to rock. His career as a radio announcer with Radio New Zealand for 20 years caused him to move all over the country, including Invercargill, Palmerston North, Masterton and Wellington, before settling in Auckland. He worked for Classic Hits (Auckland) for 10 years. The record blends his love of music and career, which was such a huge part of his life.
Also on the Quilt is the pillow with Heaven Night Club (London). This represents his love of night life, fondness of parties and enjoyment of people. John could talk about anything to anybody. The sex ring expresses how proud John was about being gay and his fascination with all things sexual.
The tee-shirt is cut down from one he brought back from San Francisco. It helps to explain his sense of humour, as well as his attitude of ďI am what you seeĒ.
For John, the Serenity Prayer was about getting his life together with emotional challenges from his youth. Like Rudi, John went to Queen Mary Hospital in Hanmer Springs for addiction therapy.
Gilbert Smith knew John (Noddy) for 15 years. As Gilbert says, ďA lot happens in that time. He was my friend, the person I could confide anything with. The most positive person Iíve ever known. He had a wonderful sense of humour. I will forever miss his love and I will never forget him for all my lifeĒ.
John was a wonderful person. Before his relationship with Rudi, he had many other partners, all of whom became his best friends. This shows Johnís ability to have people love him from when they first met until his death.
Rudi was born in Amsterdam, Netherlands, the oldest of two children. His sister, Elaine, now lives in Canada. His parents, Rudy Senior and Bep remain in Amsterdam. Rudi loved to travel, with numerous visits through America, Europe, and Australia.
The flags of both countries represent his birth country and his adopted country. He emigrated to New Zealand in 1983, saying he loved his country for its natural beauty and friendly people. His favourite pastime was going to the beach and for bush walks.
Rudiís passion was trams and buses, which is represented on the Quilt by the yellow bus. He had a degree in town planning and anthropology, but loved his job as a bus driver for the Yellow Bus Company. He drove buses the same way he lived life - fast, passionate, but always friendly. He had some wonderful stories of driving experiences.
The pocket from his ARA bus driver uniform has the companyís emblem, which Rudi designed. This logo was used by the company for many years.
Rudi had an off-beat sense of humour. The combination of his Dutch upbringing with the relaxed New Zealand attitude drove his wonderful humour.
The painting at the bottom of the Quilt was painted by Rudi for Greenpeace. He won a design competition with this painting, so Greenpeace printed tee-shirts which sold out immediately. It is a true expression of Rudiís love of New Zealand, with the sea, trees and sun. His father was so proud that he purchased many tee-shirts to give to Rudiís friends and family back in the Netherlands. Rudy Senior and Bep had another painting by Rudi converted into postcards, which they sold to fundraise for the Dutch AIDS Foundation.
The toy elephant represents how Rudi sometimes gave the impression of being ethereal and dreamy, but to us who knew him, he had the determination and strength of an elephant and the softness of a cuddly toy.
The Serenity Prayer bonds both Rudiís and Johnís Quilts. It represents their seven years together as a couple. The prayer has been important and given them strength during difficult periods of their lives. For Rudi, it was a part of getting life together and overcoming an alcohol addiction through the help of Queen Mary Hospital (Hanmer Springs) and Alcoholics Anonymous.
The clouds surrounding the panel imply Rudiís spirituality and new age beliefs, including crystals and so on. The clouds can also be interpreted as Johnís and Rudiís spirit which will always be floating around the universe looking after those of us left behind on this earth.
A single Quilt with exactly the same design as this one was sent to Rudiís parents who, in turn, donated it to the Netherlands Quilt Project (see link above, just below the photo of the joint panel).
We knew Rudi through good times and bad times. He was wonderfully eccentric. He always saw the beauty around him, expressed himself through art, and was always loving and true to his friends. He was an amazingly talented man with a passion for life.
Rudi is deeply loved by his friends and family. He shall never be forgotten by those who knew him.
We also have this story about Rudi and John's panels written by Gilbert.
My name is Gilbert Smith. I'm forty years old, and I work in a video shop, which is an extension of my hobbies and enjoyment. I came into the Quilt Project as a result of Gerald, a friend of mine who asked me to help make a quilt for a friend who had died some months before.
We decided that because Rudi and Noddy were in a partnership, we would make a joint quilt. Rudi was an artist and did quite flamboyant sorts of artistry, cartoonish in a way, and Noddy had a real fun side to his personality, so we thought we would make the panel with cartoon aspects in the design and make it a fun way of looking at their lives.
On Noddy's quilt, who was my best friend, we put a car, a plane and a record. The car signified his life in Wellington when he was renowned for travelling around all the spots. Everyone knew him by his car, which was a bright purple.. We made this little mini out of felt so people could see that connection of his to Wellington, which is where he was born and brought up. It was also a remembrance of the seventies, which was quite a great time for him.
He was a radio announcer, and had a great love of music, so I put the Radio New Zealand symbol, where he worked for sixteen years, through the middle of it. He just loved to travel, had a real travel bug. He just wanted to zoom through the skies all the time so we put that aspect on.
Across the middle of the quilts we put their names in a rainbow type of arc. We were going to do a rainbow, but thought that with all the other colours it would be just a little too garish.
Gerald did the bulk of Rudi's quilt, on which he put a T-shirt which Greenpeace commissioned Rudi to do. They really loved it and it was made into postcards as well. It was a picture of Rangitoto Island out in Auckland Harbour, and has aspects of the Pacific signified in it as well.
He was from Holland so we put the flag of the Netherlands and the flag of New Zealand to signify his Dutch and New Zealand connections. In making Rudi's quilt, we also made another one to send back to his parents for the first anniversary of Rudi's death. They knew we were making the quilt but they didn't know at the time that we were making an extra one to send to them. They were over the moon, ecstatic about it and they've got involved with the Quilt Project since, in the Netherlands. We really felt we did something positive by doing that.
Rudi was an Auckland Regional Authority bus driver at one time, quite a stroppy ARA bus driver in some ways, and so we put a bus with the ARA symbol on the quilt as well. Designing the bus was quite fun, cutting all the little bits of fabric out to make the windows was quite neat.
We put the serenity prayer in the centre of the quilt because it related to them both really strongly. Rudi had had problems with alcohol at one time and was a regular at Alcoholics Anonymous. The serenity prayer was part of who he was every week. Noddy also had some problems, emotional problems more than anything really, and he went to Hanmer for treatment for a while. He came back with a bit of the New Age type of thinking that moved him each day in his life. So the serenity prayer locked them together and that's why we put it right in the centre of both the quilts.
On Noddy's quilt I also put a padded pillow with 'Heaven Nightclub' on it because when he went to London, Heaven was like wow, it was the place and he just raved about Heaven, how great it was and how wonderful. I also sewed on a cock ring because sex was a very big part of his life as it is with most of us. It just signified something that I didn't think was smutty or anything like that. It was just a part of him, if you knew him as a person. I also put a little T-shirt there that has a saying on the pocket that emphasised the fun side of his personality. He brought the T-shirt back from the States and gave it to me. It had, "This ain't no ordinary housewife you're dealing with" on it.
That really encompasses the making of the quilts for me. As a result of making the quilts, we built a good friendship with the people who helped us along with each workshop that we went to. It was a lovely, loving environment to go to and we decided to keep an involvement there maintaining all the quilts that are going around the country. When they come back, because of the folding and unfolding process, things tend to break down and fall off and they need to be constantly in a state of stitching. So I enjoy that, doing a bit of needlework, within the capabilities of these clumsy hands.
We handed the quilt over to Nicki (then Convenor of The Quilt Project), and she took it to Washington DC for the big international display there in 1992. When she brought it back, we sewed it into the blocks and from that time it has travelled up to Dargaville and around several other provinces in the North Island (and since Gilbert wrote this, the South Island as well).
After all those months of working on it, it becomes like your baby really. It was quite difficult to part with it, and say, "Here it is." You give it to them tentatively, "Look after it with gentle loving care." It is very difficult to do that. It's like having a little bit of that someone with you, it really is. You know you've pit different aspects of their life there, you know their names are embellished on it. It's like holding a little piece of their life, and it's a big part of getting through the grieving process to do it and let it go, and at the same time do something rewarding for the community.
If you knew Rudi and/or John and wish to add your memories to this page, or wish to remember a loved one with a strong connection to New Zealand who has been lost to AIDS, you may do so on this page.
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